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Hi, Struckdown:)
I agree that your in a tuff situation that seems to drive you deeper into depression without limitations on a day by day struggle.

The good news is that you've taken the appropriate steps to help yourself by being diagnosed with depression. I imagine that you were given medications to help you control your depression which is your outlook for a better time in the future, if not already giving you some relief. I'm sharing these things from my own personal experience, so I know that I can guarantee you results to help you move away from desperation and into the flow of a better future for yourself. Allowing your medications to help you even more, with results from your actions to see, find, and put yourself in a better situation:)

Your vulnerable to the laws of depression in the beginning and if I can suggest anything it would be that you are about to discover the hard lessons for being patient. Also, you'll be going through a lot of experimentation with your medications because medicines react to each individual differently, there is NO medicine that is exactly the same for every person, so please understand for yourself, to guard against further anxieties and depression that stimulates suicidal thoughts or harm against yourself or other's.

Yes, it's true that depression medications works very differently for each person so you will need to understand that your the driver and the medications are the fuel and energy source for your health to improve with a positive result as opposed to a negative result for more depression than you started out with. By knowing yourself in the beginning that your in control will benefit you most for accepting the medications to be fulfilled with the purpose to feel better without depression.

If you feel that no one understands you, your right, no one does understand you, when its your body and your symptoms that aren't in good working order. The good news is that you recognized that something was wrong and you took action to help yourself feel better and understand what was wrong for the different desperate feelings that you were experiencing before going to the hospital. You are wise to know that the medications will need your help as much as you need the help of the medications to work together to bring a new light and comfort level that gives you more positive emotions than negative.

Personally, I take 3 different kinds of anti-depression medicines in combination everyday. I don't like that I have to take so many medications but if I don't, I will have more serious problems of not being able to have any relief from my systems of depression and the pain that comes with depression. Sharing this with you is to help you know that you can help yourself feel better by following and appreciating your body signals and brain signals, that medication can help resolve and mend frustration. It took living without medication off and on for over thirty years till I was diagnosed with multiple sclerosis in 1997 that gave me the reason's for all the depression, frustration, debilitating, system's that I would have on a daily basis.

Being human, we will never manage to live out a lifetime without some help from doctors and the medications they prescribe to help alleviate the systems we truly suffer. The biggest step is to understand yourself better than anyone else and take action to understand the problems that plague you from depression as well as any other system that you know is developing that doesn't agree with your personal estimation from right and wrong.

Being homeless is not a good situation to find yourself in without an outlook for a better future. Trust me, going to a shelter will help you more than you can imagine! They have staff, food, housing, clothing,counseling, employment, and every service possible to aid you away from being homeless. It's not a great situation but its one that you can understand and share yours with other's that are going through the same tuff spot.

In the meantime, I will keep positive good thoughts for your recovery and deliverance into a better outlook and most especially, a better situation:)

Peace & Prayers, ~mzgale~

 in response to MzGale...   PS: Whoops! Holiday, my cat, pressed some odd buttons to give a BIG indention for a paragraph.

 in response to CATLUV...   Hi, Cat:)
Sorry for my slow-absent returns; my computer died and that puts a huge kink in my daily process trying to keep things together the best that I can. I found a good PC on ebay, so now I can send my late returns to you.

Yes, I do deal with MS alone. I have 3 adorable cats: Can-Can Canada, Keepurr,and Holiday, that share my tiny space in a one room cabin along the Rainyriver, here at International Falls, Minnesota. I moved to the Falls in 2008 on the hunch that I could spare myself a great amount of misery if I could be in a cooler environment longer in the year.

I actually closed my eyes, dropped my finger, and when I lifted my finger, there was International Falls, Minnesota. I have no family, no friends, no anything to be familiar with at the Falls other than my belief that it being on the border with Canada, I should find a longer-cooler environment.

International Falls turns out to be the coldest city in the nation, even colder than Alaska, which was a pleasant discovery I found out from the local peoples. My first winter,
the Falls broke the record to score a chilly minus-46 degrees below zero. WoW! I bundled everything I had to stay warm, went outside and took a walk & dance with my cane. It was thrilling for me to test my theory about my MS!

After 3 winters with the next one being 4 in October, my MS shows no signs in the sub-zero conditions which is the only relief I have in the year. It's an absolute blessing that I cherish everyday I look out my back window and see the beautiful Rainyriver and Canada on the other-side:)

Cat, I appreciate you very much for asking about my MS, it shows that you are a very caring person that relates to other people in very interesting ways. You've given my life a pure Blessing to know that someone cares and now you know that I care about you too:)

I bid you a beautiful day filled with unexpected treasures of warmth, splendor, and surprising best wishes from the people you meet along your day.

~mzgale~

 in response to MzGale...   Ooops! Treatins word thingy, is suppose to be threatens. I was trying so hard to cut down your worries that I accidentally misspelled the word so as to make it less threatening:)

Mz
Gale

Hi, Sherry:)

You have given yourself the best gift that is personal to receive; the need to believe in life with you and your children in it. I applaud you for your kindness to share with others that you've come upon a serious deep, dark, ugly, pit, that treatins everything you love about life.

As strange as it may sound, you actually do have to have a negative situation to learn the significance of how and why, that you came to find yourself in the place that you fear the most. You may think that the future is dark and dreary, but keep faith that you will suffice and overcome the impossible with a generous future, for ALL things possible:)

Myself, I can only offer you my prayers that your life will return to the special life source that you have always been and will continue to be in the days ahead of you. Social Security wrote me a letter to say, "Your level of poverty is 186% below the national level of poverty. Did I get mad? No way! Did my situation change? Yes! What was the formula that gave me strength to survive and return to my beautiful self-respect? I prayed and received this enlightenment: Everyday is a holiday when you celebrate life & Maintain, don't complain.

Since 1997, when my husband was murdered by the KKK my life took a tremendous downward spiral. It was my greatest fear to live alone without my favorite love to keep me company. I refused to give-up my hope to receive the guidance I needed to begin a new day with a new attitude about living life as I know it:)

Sherry, I will take a firm stand that your prayers will be answered in the time that they need to be done. I will leave you with my trust that your new beginnings will start sooner than you think.

Peace & Prayers,
MzGale

Hi, Beautiful People:)

I just joined the awesome world of the Aidpage! Wow! Have you heard of an old expression that says, "Where have you been all my life?", today I found the answer, Aidpage. I'm very new at using a computer but I love the work skills, for possible increases for new knowledge and advance the new development for new creases in my MS(multiple sclerosis) brain.

The new future has the warmth and glow for a beautiful future, with all the folks at Aidpage. It's great to arrive alive, with the grace that there are more beautiful souls in the world connecting everywhere, everyday, to share and share alike.

Peace & Prayers,

~@~MzGale~@~